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记忆总是喜欢添油加醋,它会朝着你期待的方向修改,当你欣喜若狂的时候,真相,会将你惊醒
Memory always likes to add fuel and vinegar, it will change in the direction you expect, when you are ecstatic, the truth will wake you up.
249
其实根本没什么感同身受,你觉得自己心肝都撕得血淋淋的肠子都铰断了,其实别人一丁点都体会不到
In fact, there is no sense of empathy at all, you feel that your heart and liver are torn bloody intestines are all hinged, in fact, no one else can feel at all.
250
我不是不想要,只是知道,得不到
It's not that I don't want it. I just know I can't get it.
251
快乐它没问题,是我有问题
Happy. It's okay. It's me.
252
故事的开头极具温柔,结尾配不上整个开头
The beginning of the story is so gentle that the end is not worthy of the whole beginning.
253
好遗憾,还没来得及教会你爱我
I'm sorry I haven't had time to teach you to love me.
254
有些歌深入人心,有时候我不知道是我在听歌,还是在听自己
Some songs are deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, sometimes I don't know whether I am listening to the song or listening to myself.
255
心里总在想为什么负面情绪总是在夜晚来临
I always wonder why negative emotions always come at night.
256
每次难过都是一个人,最终还是一个人扛下了所有
Every time I'm sad, it's one person, and in the end, one person carries everything.
257
淋雨淋多了,不是不会冷了,而是没知觉了。伤心伤久了,不是不再痛了,而是变得不在乎了
The rain is too much, it is not that it will not be cold, but unconscious. I've been sad for a long time, not that it doesn't hurt anymore, but that I don't care anymore.
258
付出就会有回报,比如一倍的期望换来两倍的失望
There will be a reward for giving, such as double expectations for twice as much disappointment.
259
突如其来的奔溃让我失去了继续生活的动力
The sudden collapse deprived me of the motivation to move on.
260
半夜里突如其来的丧,最孤独,最无助,也最要命
The sudden mourning in the middle of the night is the loneliest, the most helpless, and the most deadly.