206

都是被丢下几次的小朋友了，该长大了

It's all children who have been left behind a few times. It's time to grow up.

207

或许我会回头看但不会往回走

Maybe I'll look back, but I won't go back.

208

抑郁就是陷在过去出不去

Depression is stuck in the past.

209

事情是压不垮人的，但情绪会

Things can't be crushed, but they are emotional.

210

不是我选择的，只是被迫接受

I didn't choose it, I was forced to accept it.

211

抑郁是在一寸一寸打碎你的傲骨

Depression is breaking your pride inch by inch.

212

在一无所有的年纪我连快乐都给不起自己

At an age with nothing, I can't even give myself happiness

213

说是顺其自然其实真的无能为力了

It’s said to let the flow go, but there’s really nothing I can do.

214

把难过都埋在心里要笑要学会伪装

Bury your sadness in your heart and laugh to learn to camouflage.

215

疼到不能呼吸哭到不能出声那感觉真好

It hurts so much that you can't breathe and cry so much that it feels good.

216

没有安全感的人很爱音乐怕黑却喜欢晚睡

People who don't have sense of security love music, afraid of the dark, but like to go to bed late.

217

可能是这个世界让你长大的方式太极端了些

Maybe the way the world makes you grow up is too extreme.

218

有些事，我能想通，也能接受，可我就是很难过

There are some things that I can figure out and accept, but I'm just sad.

219

日复一日的活着没有很难过也没有很快乐

Living day after day is not very sad or very happy.

220

还要熬过多少分裂自愈的夜晚我才能得到解脱

How many divided and self-healing nights will it take for me to be free

221

什么时候才能燃起对生活的兴趣

When will it ignite interest in life

222

我擅长嘴硬擅长隐藏不说实话死扛难受到死也得扛

I'm good at talking, I'm good at hiding, I'm not telling the truth.

223

那些为之动容的东西一次又一次辜负我

The things that move me down again and again.

224

如果我足够勇敢，就注销所有账号，扔掉所有东西，跳进沸腾熔浆，烧得一干二净

If I'm brave enough, log off all my accounts, throw everything away, jump into boiling slurry, and burn it all.

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